 | Memachelle is a 46 year old married woman from Twixt Insanity And Imagination, Mississippi, USA. 
 i drink, often, varying quanties and liquids , i smoke, often and varying tobaccos, i cuss and post r-rated she'att, very often for no obvious reason, i am totally oblivious to your pain, just move on if any of the afore mentioned hits a nerve.  a word or two about backgrounds.
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most days you get a dose of verbal diarrhea, other days it's not even that good. i use unexplained punctuation and bad grammar, if you feel the need to correct me, well don't waste your time or effort ... i just ain't worth it.... 46 years -- many have tried to help me, all have failed ... and i'm a happier bitch for their failure. ; D my grandson, @ 4 y.o., said it best: "mema, if you can learn a little and laugh a lot, it's been a good, good day."
... geezzz ... am i putting you to sleep?
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- Jun 19, 3:15am
- a dear friend sent a reply to my "what is it to be *in love* post", it was so eloquent i had to share, hope he doesn't mind [if he does, 'easier to beg forgivenss that ask permission' --- i'll beg forgiveness] ; )
Hello michelle - I just checked my yahoo account, and found your messages.
I've been a little slack recently.
Oh, and I've looked at your posts. They made me alternatively sad and happy. Did that horrific thing actually happen to you? You have a right to be gloomy, then, and yet you laugh and smile your way past it. You're a wonder!
As to love. I think you can feel an intense connection with many different people, and I think the love you are talking about is where the connection is multi-faceted: sexual, emotional, intellectual, physical etc. And the one who takes you to the infinite best is the one you have, that love you are talking about. But the emphasis in our societies on love for just one is destructive in the end, because the many different kinds of love are just as important, as they allow us to have a chance of reaching the infinite. And the infinite is not always a person. So, we devalue the love of others and ruin the chance of love if we speak too much about it or put pressure on it. It happens, or it doesn't. And we shouldn't be happier or sadder about it, because we have our pleasures and laughter and all of that, regardless.
And there is the danger that love could all be taken away, and all we have is death. Which is horrible to confront. Yet perhaps you can never take away something that has happened, because our bodies bear the traces of it all, even if we forget the consciousness. That is perhaps the consolation.
I don't know. But you're thinking about it, which is to your credit. You're great. Please take care of yourself and your enormous heart.
I wish I could hear your laughter too.
Love B
and my reply:
yeah, it happened, though it seems it happened to another person ... hadn't thought about it in so many years .... it brings a sadness, sympathy, even a bit of empathy, but still i can't cry ... somedays i feel as though my soul is made of stone, that all that "IS", happens around me and not to me, as though there is no connection between spirit and the real world ...
she'aat, enough of that, "i need a beer and i wanna see sumptin nekkid!!!"
;)
take care & thanks,
m
this video was posted today by a mutual friend, thanks stephen it just "works" with this weeks mood...
this was his review of the video:
You know the feeling you get when you think of somebody that you love that isnt in your life anymore....the feeling of sadness...but then you remember the good times you had with that person...and the way that they made you feel...and you get that warm,glowing feeling in your chest....well thats the feeling i get EVERYTIME i watch this dvd...it truly is amazing...i got it 2 days ago and ive watched it 3 times already...beuatiful to watch...and beautiful to listen to...i would highly recommend this to EVERYONE! I am in love with it...
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