 | Memachelle is a 46 year old married woman from Twixt Insanity And Imagination, Mississippi, USA. 
 i drink, often, varying quanties and liquids , i smoke, often and varying tobaccos, i cuss and post r-rated she'att, very often for no obvious reason, i am totally oblivious to your pain, just move on if any of the afore mentioned hits a nerve.  a word or two about backgrounds.
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most days you get a dose of verbal diarrhea, other days it's not even that good. i use unexplained punctuation and bad grammar, if you feel the need to correct me, well don't waste your time or effort ... i just ain't worth it.... 46 years -- many have tried to help me, all have failed ... and i'm a happier bitch for their failure. ; D my grandson, @ 4 y.o., said it best: "mema, if you can learn a little and laugh a lot, it's been a good, good day."
... geezzz ... am i putting you to sleep?
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- fantasy update
 Jul 25, 1:58am  (1 review) http://csmt.uchicago.edu/glossary2004/fa...- From the page: "fantasy
Fantasy, as a medium, describes the conflict between the real and the imagined. It can be seen as a subset of imagination, and as a mental process whereby the mind creates connections that do not necessarily exist in reality. The medium of fantasy is based in the unreal, a created world. Therefore, it is a process of the mind. fantasy is described by the Oxford English Dictionary as "a spectral apparition, phantom; an illusory appearance" (OED). The fantastic can be thought of as the antithesis of reality; it is a world where the reality of everyday 'history' does not exist. Kleiner says, in a discussion of Mircea Eliade's works that, "everyday reality in the accepted sense of the word, concerns the historical moment only, the realm of the dominion of time" (Becker, 13). Fantasy works against the grain of historicization. It cannot be placed in a specific time or space. Instead it works within the mind of the fantasizer, to bring out the deep desires from within."
and i am often lost in my own deep desires.... wanting what i know i can never have .... wanting to be who i can never be .... to live a life that was closed off many decades ago .... to not be broken and and never damaged, to be normal .... and to know .... to know
..."fantasy resides as a struggle "between reality and desire" where "fantasy [is] the mediator" (Brenner). However, this struggle may not exist in the realm of fantasy, but instead in the realm of reality. The understanding of fantasy, as it stands, could not be done without the perception of what is given as real. Without a mass consciousness of reality, there would be no understanding of what fantasy is. Therefore, it is not between the imagined and the real that we find fantasy, but rather when the imaginary begins to intersect with reality. It is as if there is a Venn diagram where the intersection of the real and imagined is the space of the fantastic."
and this brings to mind:
"We shall abolish the orgasm. Our neurologists are at work upon it now. There will be no loyalty, except loyalty towards the Party. There will be no love, except the love of Big Brother. There will be no laughter, except the laugh of triumph over a defeated enemy. There will be no art, no literature, no science. When we are omnipotent there will be no need of science. There will be no distinction between beauty and ugliness. There will be no curiosity, no enjoyment of the process of life. All competing pleasures will be destroyed. But always--do not forget this Winston--always there will be the intoxication of power, constantly increasing and constantly growing subtler. Always, at every moment, there will be the thrill of victory, the sensation of trampling on an enemy who is helpless. If you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face--forever." ~ from *1984* orwell
control of the imagination - real and fantastical - is given away .... never to be heard from, except for those fortunate few, those who refuse to give up their desires..... ya ain't takin' granny's orgasm ya day'mn mind controlling govn't and hollywood jackasses .....
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